Hi Master,
Hope you are doing well. Since year 2020, I am volunteering regularly at temple until now and have been very active in helping their events.
However, starting this month I feel very stressed out when going the temple to help out as their event is a lot and I need to go every weekend (both Sat and Sun), all the way until 2025 Chinese new year.
I also have my own gathering with family and friends, I find it very hard to balance. I feel guilty when going temple to volunteer because I didn't spend time with family.
I also feel guilty when I didn't go temple to volunteer because they need manpower. I feel I am being squeezed dry of my energy every weekend. My weekdays are more relaxing than weekend.
Do you have any suggestions? I am tired and just want to be alone and not meeting anyone but I find to hard to reject people's demands.
Thank you.
